Struggles

I wish I could hold you close, and fix the world for you. I wish I could focus you like this. I am sorry you felt trapped with me. I am sorry you are feeling trapped by life. I want what we have to be freeing to your heart and your soul. I know most of what you are going through isn’t about us, I wish I could say that a part of me isn’t worried or scared, of course I am. The one thing I can say to you is that I have your back, I may not always perfect at it, but I swear I have your back. I want to be a safe and loving place you can always come to without fear of judgement. I have my own insecurities to work through, and I won’t always be perfect, but I promise to keep trying. Even though sometimes my insecurities don’t let me express it well I PROMISE you will always have my love, support, and understanding. If my emotions get in the way I guess Cleo will just have to kick their ass.  You will get through this. We will get through this, and I promise to help you along the way. I am sorry I couldn’t say this in voice I needed to work through some of the emotions and find the words. I want you to go out tonight and have a wonderful time. I am so proud of you for being all achy and edgy. Thank you for that gift it makes my smile beyond words. Even when you are struggling you are amazing. No matter what happens I’ve got you.
Your Cleo cupcake